
Life is full of simple joys. For example, I read the newspaper (not online!) from cover to cover today. Cup of coffee in hand. The house was silent save for the air conditioning cutting on and off occasionally. I have never been so content to just sit and read about the outside world without really being a part of it.
I think I was even more appreciative of this rare occurrence because I know it may never happen again. Aaron will be here sooner than I would like to admit, and then my lazy Saturdays will officially be over. Instead, I will be taking pleasure in my baby's smiles. I will revel in watching my husband be a father.
I will get to see a brand new person grow and develop into a man.
And I will be a mother. One more title to put behind my name. In less than 2 years, I have gone from Miss to Mrs. And soon, I will be Mrs. Mom. I am thrilled and terrified all at the same time. My life is about to change forever. How do you prepare for something when you have no idea what's in store? I can't take a test or fill out an application to see if I am ready for all of this. I just have to be ready.
I want to be the best mom I can be. But no book or magazine (or even familial advice) can tell me how to do that. For once, I am just going to have to figure it out on my own. And pray for the answers.
Love this blog!! You'll figure it out, some of it will be by nature, some on your own, and some from the advice of others (especially from the wise Auntie Rachel) lol I'm getting sooo excited!!!!
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